In the meantime I'm just wandering around downtown, "tasting" all the unfamiliar wines and beers, and hitting the gym to make up for it :]


the things we are,it is three days before i leave but i won't know that until tuesday. his shadow fills the doorway behind me. "i don't think i've ever actually seen you paint" he says. i want to tell him that this is not painting. this is not the feeling of something i need to write down before i forget that disintegrates into frantic fingers at four in the morning, the feeling that no matter how thick the canvas becomes i'll never get out what i wanted to say.the things we are,
this is not being left with acrylic in my hair and nightmares for a week.
this is keeping me calm, and nothing more. this is pretty colors


you're not the same, s.your legs are tree trunks and your arms are branches and you are the reason that maybe limbs and limbs are the same word after all. the pruner skipped you over and let you grow a little too long to be real and my legs are too short to keep up so you walk slower for me.you're not the same, s.
you scream at cars and get us kicked out of stores because the blood behind my cheeks makes you laugh. i want to tell you that i'm only embarrassed that i care what people think because you don't, but i don't say anything.
you dig half smoked cigarettes out of ashtrays and i yell at you and you don't do it in front of me anymore.
i like
we did that tonight!! Your downstairs neighbor was kind enough to buy us 10 dollar vodka!! But then we upset his mama and he came up to shush us up!! uh oh!! my shuffling feet and your knocking over shower rods probably didn't help! woops! But I wrote him a nice (not drunk sounding) letter while you were passed out and hung it on his "note clip."
All in all, I'd say a pretty good night. Hopefully he is not too upset and maybe he will make another trip to the sv super store or whatever the heck it's called!!
loooooove you lots!
-Laura
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"I'm... twenty-three? Hey mom, will you go buy me some vodka for these two lesbians smoking cigars outside? Maybe I'll get lucky!"
At least, that's what I'd like to think he thought. It's funnier that way. And he did have mommy drive him to the store...
Come to think of it, I was wearing a flannel smoking a black and mild...short hair probably didn't help either. heh oh well, got us vodka at least!!
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And Teen Titans.
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I think you've dealt with something along these lines...
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I'm considering getting a long ridiculous wig, but I'm not sure I want to spend that kind of money on it. They don't have the cheap costume ones in Sierra Vista, but I found this long nice one for $50 at the mall. If it was $30 I'd probably do it, but $50 is a lot of money to spend on being weird. But I think it would be fun. I really like wigs, I don't know why. Maybe I'll try and catch a ride with Amanda when she goes back to Phoenix and see if she'll swing by a costume shop. Maybe that's what I'll spend my tax return money on, I'm still not sure about my next tattoo, and I want to know 100% where to put it first.
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